why do i feel i "should' write something?

when i'm supposed to be writing this for me?


i sorta feel like...

idk, i want to write

not about any topic in particular,

i just...


i want to write about what i feel

but

its always been hard for me to put my feelings into words

and...

idk

it seems more difficult all of a sudden

i'm not sure why


is it normal to feel pressure and stress before anything happens?


anyways...




i'll include the poemy thingo i made up:

I know i can't change the past,
But is it possible for me to change the present,
Enough for me to change my future?