Monday, 12 October 2009 (night-time)

I’m sure I’ve complained about this before, but teachers should not have access to my home phone.

With Ms Lovell it was ok coz she rang and asked for me not my parents, but bloody *****‼ (I don’t particularly want to put names in) he rang and I picked up coz I was closest but he asked for my parents. A partial section of the conversation was “it’s my duty of care to speak to your parents; if I don’t tell them now that you’re in position to fail then they can come back later and complain that I didn’t warn them.” (He couldn’t even make up his mind whether it was ‘duty of care’ or his position he was worried about). Then there was: me “I would rather you didn’t” (tell my parents), his reply “yes I can understand that but I have to” (thus ‘understanding’ isn’t enough apparently, we all must follow the social rules and expectations). I’m incredibly ‘annoyed’ coz he rang in the first place but what I’m mostly ****ed off about is that although I specially asked him not to speak to my parents he demanded to. Yeh, he’ll find out pretty soon (i.e. tomorrow) just how much progress and cooperation that’s gotten him.

Yes okay, it’s all my fault coz I haven’t done enough work, I haven’t followed the draft deadline etc

I’m aware that I’ve gotten myself into this mess but I’m slowly digging my way out, if only the teachers would get off my back and let me‼

I know, I know, I know… I KNOW!!!!!

(I’m sorry, you didn’t need to ‘hear’ all that, I just needed to vent)