TER

well...

i deserve it ...

i know i do


i also know it signals the final death to all of my dreams


well to half of my dreams anyway...



i may still get into a teaching course.... may...



but even so...


i should have tried harder...


i should have done... something



and now i can do no more...

my parents are gunna kill me...

if i dont kill myself first


its a hopeless score


hopeless individual scores and a hopeless TER


gunna eat myself


why did i have to look at the website now??

now i have to go down to the shops and try to act happy

whilst also trying to think of a christmas present i want dad to buy me


dads gunna ask me what score i got and i really dont want to tell him

especially now, when we're out



well... i'd better go down there...